All posts filed under “Thoughts

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the day after.

Ever wonder what it’s like attending the memorial service of one of your best friends…it’s the worst feeling ever.  That is really all that can be said about it. You love, you lose. You trust, you are failed. You cry, you cry some more. And… Read More

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when all seems lost.

This week can be summarized by the following things: Tears. Lots of Tears. Memories. Loss. Disappointment at choices made. Sadness. Hurt. Rejection. Abandonment. Frustration. Confusion. The weekend can be summarized by something that is full of understanding: Life is full of light and shadow O… Read More

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finally.

Since the start of the new year, and the over 2 weeks since my last post, I have been thinking and contemplating that overly deep resolutions post. And every time there was a crazy moment to write about, something else would top it…and soon my… Read More

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time.

1:36 am and I am wide awake with my thoughts, my dreams and not surprising to most, a full waterworks show. The end of the day/weekend thought rush hit and also not surprisingly, I’m not pleased with the million and one thoughts running through my… Read More

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…shalom

I found a song that explains the last few weeks of life. It’s been exhauting, draining, emotional more then I needed. It’s been a time of introspection that I didn’t have time for, but then first thing that I remember is my timing isn’t God’s… Read More

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serious tangent

Motto for today: Je déteste des hommes dans la politique Yeah, you saw that right. Today’s motto is in french. For all those who knew me in college you will know that I hate the french language with all the fire that is in me.… Read More