1:36 am and I am wide awake with my thoughts, my dreams and not surprising to most, a full waterworks show.
The end of the day/weekend thought rush hit and also not surprisingly, I’m not pleased with the million and one thoughts running through my brain. Mostly, it’s all about the response to things. A response that can both terrify and strengthen. A response that can lead to change that some may not expect and may just lead to continual thoughts that I’m going crazy.
But I’m not.
This may be the most sane moment that I’ve had in a while. In a year of constantly repeating the phrase “oh good heavens did I miss some memo,” it’s all now coming together. Time to make that something good and positive, even if it’s down a path that I never would have picked, but all in good time.