need.

I need a break.

Those are words that are both ridiculous and true.

I need a break. I need a break from my thoughts. I need a break from the pain unknowingly cause. I need a break.

I need a break. I need a rest. I need to feel normal. I need to feel in control. I need to feel like I can say no. I need to feel like my joy isn’t based on others. I need a break.

I need a break. I need to not feel rejected. I need to feel whole again. I need love and compassion. I need a break.

So much angst, so little time.

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